almost breaking down

i am having the hardest time this week. we are having our annual LIBERAL ARTS WEEK and I've just noticed that most of the people are seemingly so passive and reactive. Complaints here and there, hallucinations abound underground, nosey people starting to mamble futile comments, hassles of complying on time. all these are just of the many mess people would like to showcase rather than cooperating and helping. it's a cooperational activity which only turned out to be sooo transactional everybody almost forgot to transform. Well, im not saying that i am a perfect epitomy of hardwork and all. but hey! this is not my celebration. this is our celebration. i need you. we need each other...