insight

Try to accept things the way they are right now even if they're not exactly how you want them to be. Keep in mind that things will never be perfect. So the sooner you can learn how to be more flexible, the better! Being uncomfortable, either emotionally or physically, isn't necessarily a bad thing, anyway. There is a lot of opportunity for growth when you are struggling to make things better. If everything was easy, then attaining things wouldn't be very rewarding.

insatiable

Let me start with a smile.
I smile again and get tired.
I ponder on how to react but I never secure an answer.

then i realize.

I always take chances, but I always resort to alibis.

Let me continue with a nod.
I nod again and face the world blankly.
I inquisitively observe my surroundings, but i never find a place.

then i realize.

I always search for the best, but I always end up guessing.

Let me end this with courage.
I smile and nod again.
Realizing that I should never get tired and face the world blankly.
I should observe and ponder more to secure an answer.
I should search for chances 'cause these will hep me answer the mystery.

and finally I realize.


Life is really insatiable.
I never get contented. We never...

But once we find reasons for what's happening today.

We can start,continue and end a journey


PACKED WITH ENTIRETY

my eyesty

It has been 2 days and 15 hours since I got this mysterious sty in my right eye. And seriously, this made me stuck in my room without boggling anything but a hot compressor. Well then, this made me not attend my classes for two days, which would simply result to being penniless for the upcoming weeks. This is also the reason why I had a temporary shortchange of self-esteem and self-concept (shallow though), but it’s true. Sometimes, we get easily attached with the most convenient façade of our lives forgetting that even the smallest trick can make our lives drastically tragic.

Anyway, my sty is starting to shrink. I pulled few lashes as advised by my friends to avoid enlargement (freaky!), I don’t know if it’s really true but I still did it. My eyes are kind of getting numb for the past few hours, and I’m still wondering how and where in earth I got this. I’m scared to browse the net about this cause I might be more anxious to know some bits about this so I’m just keeping my fingers cross that I’ll get this out of my eyes as soon as tomorrow so I can go back to my normal system.